It’s been a while. A long, long while. But tonight, i wont leave you with much. Today the sun was shining and the leaves where whispering as a breeze trickled through the street. It was as if there had never been a spring day until today. It was truly wonderful, and i experienced it alone - something that i am gracious for. If i had been accompanied, i doubt i would have grasped the full beauty of it. Then, i remembered a girl i used to be great friends with. We emailed constantly and talked as much as possible - but now i don’t go out of my way to contact her. i was feeling guilty for a while but i realized, while i watched the squirrels nibble and listened to the birds sing, that people grow apart. It’s okay. i have been in some dark places and i am not ready to share them with anybody, changing me in many ways. Maybe it was a sign, the wonderful day today. But maybe i knew all along. No matter what though, guilt won’t rule my life anymore. i am happier than i have been in a while and it’s fantastic.
“Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid.” -Einstein